If I never thank God after every smile,then I have no right to blame him after every tear

Today I choose to live with gratitude for the love that fills my heart,the peace that rests within my spirit,and the voice of hope that says all things are possible.I feel optimisim,calmness and self control within me.It cant be more me-er than me.I like this avatar.The old emotional avatar-strong is back.And I Thank God for this.I hate it when am a cry-baby.With positive energies around you,you feel everything around you is beautiful...the weather,the songs,the people.I feel blessed today coz I dreamt of God and I dreamt of checking in at John F Kennedy International Airport.Hope this dreams come true soon.I really cant wait.All of a sudden again this dream of going abroad is swirling inside me.Well the world is beautiful today and thing which is beautiful is shopping and am day dreaming of some shopping going with the trends.

I dont dream of a Jeannie,all I dream is of my closet filled with happy dresses and shoes and bags.See those to-die for heels.I know its not good for body but a shoe is definitely ugly if it doesnot hurt.I am nowhere near perfect.I eat when I'm bored.I fall for boys easily at times.I'm vulnerable to believing lies.I am hoping that one day I wont need a fake smile.I live by the quotes that explain what I'm going through.I make up excuses for everything.I have best friends and enemies.I have drama and memories.But am perfectly worth these shoes.So the hunt begins for my dream Cindrella shoes and no I dont want any prince to find me a pair,I love going for my treasure hunt all by myself.