Shitter Saturday

Quite a day of moodswings it was.I got back from my cousin's place in the morning.Missing all the celebrations of durga puja back Kolkata.I have never been  bigtime a pandal hopper but the smell of the season,the music of the 'Dhak',the fragrance of the 'dhuno ' and all 'chatpata jahalmuri' n kolkata rolls are bringing tears to my eyes.Above all am missing my parents.Although staying alone has been my habit,yet in times of sadness and celebrations,u want your most loved people around.Wish I could be at home now : ((Like a kid I am feeling bad that I dont have a new dress..I can buy it like every other week but you feel pampered when loved one buys it for you on puja.Curbing all my emotional swings,I took Auntie out for shopping and then went to astrologer for horoscope.Funny isnt it but at times you do things just to make parents happy.Bought a lot of booze for tomorrow's party,stocked it up.In the heavy rains,luckily we found a good rick guy who gave us a ride home.Back home I was again back to my morning blues.O God saviour was my cousin Mithai n her husband Rajarshi,we went to Indiranagar,Defence Colony and had a look of Goddess Durga..feels so good and satisfied.Way back home I grabbed subway.Am blogging,while am waiting for Rahul to get back home.I am so badly missing the puja celebrations and looking forward for a maddening weekend with pinch of drama.And all these tantrums of mine Rahul bears sweetly,thats y I luv him with all what I have.I probably dont show my outburst to anyone else but I crib to him for every other small thing but he pampers me like a Santa Claus every other day.Thank God for blessing me with such a sweetheart.Such a bitch am!! : P