Je T ' aime

That's what we do,we fight,you tell me when am being arrogant,& I tell you when you are being a pain in the ass.I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings.You've like a 2 second rebound rate & then you're back doing the next pain in the ass thing.I'm saying,it's not gonna be easy.It's gonna be really hard.We gonna have to work at it everyday,cuz I want u,I want all of you.You & Me...Together,everyday for the rest of my life.


I dint wanna waste my time on my emotions and then ....... I met you.In the days of instant coffee & pizza n pastas,we all want something like "a lil bit of Monica in my life,a lil bit of Erica by my side,a lil bit of Rita is all I need..." I felt ur presence as enchanting as the manna dew.You can't say to spring " Come now and last as long as possible ",you can only say " Come and bless me with your love and bless me with your hope and stay as long as you can ".This is what life taught me.In the begining,,everything was love and surrender.But then the serpent appeared and said to Eve : " what you surrendered,you will loose ". That is how it was with me.I was driven out of paradise and ever since then I was trying to find a way of telling the serpent he was wrong,that living was more important than keeping things to ownself.But the serpent was right and I was wrong.

Ah!you had no idea how much I liked you.I think that perhaps we always like the pursuit than certainity.Well ofcourse,apart from when it comes to money.At that instant,we see the man,even though at that time,reason may be telling us otherwise and we may fight against the instinct,hoping against hope that we wont win until there comes a point when we allow ourselves to be vanquished by our feelings.Yes.I liked you very much.But I dint feel safe,uncertain,stressful and rushed.


Likeness is always new.Regardless of whether we like it,it's a brand new situation.It can consign us to hell or paradise but it always takes us somewhere.We simply have to accept it,coz it nourishes our existence.We have to take likeness where we find it,even if it means hours,days,weeks of disappointment and sadness.


My heart was telling me I was in love but then it's best left like this - a dream.It felt good n I felt 16,all over again.There was an adrenaline rush to meet him.We dint precipitate events,really always finds a way of revealing itself.Finally,we accepted,we were in love and we were committed.Once in a while in the middle of an ordinary life,love gives us a fairytale.