I dont play any role in any community or anybody's life but I would like to donate some of my time to the old and the orphans.We all including me keep cribbing for things we possess and we dont,without ever feeling thankful for the things we own.We dont realise there are many people who even dont even get their daily food,water and shelter.On the other hand,I even feel,each person knows their own pain coz they are wearing the shoe.Still if I can be a little help to anyone,then surely it will be a state of elation.
The people,music,food,drink,clothes,everything has been shrinking in my life.I felt good with most of the people not around me.I like my facebook world much more than the real acquaintances.Atleast the former ones,either 'like' what's in my mind or dont comment but they dont speak when they know the least about me.When I having been choosing people in my life,am not controlling my food and drinking habits and my clothes are shrinking.So God dam I have to start living a healthy life and punish myself badly too get back into those clothes.But my love for good clothes will never end coz I love to see the brights in my wardrobes.Still I would love to exercise caution before splurging in 2012 and save for better things.
If there are highs there has to be lows.Thats the deal.I have been scared this year,scared to stay alone,scared of friends turning into enemies,scared of loosing things,scared of covert foes.But all this has helped me and all I want is to be a better person,better everyway and now am feeling high coz am typing so fast like ten words in a second.But in those darkest hours loveliest people has been with me and so I know its not a bad world completely.If somebody's story is over in my life,no need to put up with the pointless drama coz there's much more ahead.But when I was scared,I wished I had reacted more strongly like the fierce tigress rather being the crybaby..coz I hate tears.
Am not a good judge of people nor a good decision maker but I dont regret coz I know at some point of time I exactly wanted the things I have decided for.The only wise decision I have made is I have not bought an expensive phone rather only shelled out for a curve because am a gadget freak and every six month there is a cool techno-bubble in the market.
When it comes to aspirations,it's not about ideas,it's about making ideas happen.Well I want to start my life from scratch as a photographer,blogger,traveller.Well at times am clueless where to start and how to go and which way to take.But I have heard Anushka Sharma's interview,where she got an offer from the Yash Raj movies while she was reading the book The Secret by Rhonda Byrne.I started reading it and I know it will help clear the fog and I believe miracles will happen when I believe in it.
I have come to appreciate people's shortcomings.I have learnt overlooking them and loving the person more.Still a long way to go but I have surely started my race.I express my gratitude by praying.Thats the best form of solace.
The year 2011,has given me enough happiness to keep me sweet,enough trials to keep me strong,enough success to keep me eager,enough faith to keep me courageous,and enough determination to make 2012 a good year.You never know how strong you are unless being strong is the only choice you have.
The people,music,food,drink,clothes,everything has been shrinking in my life.I felt good with most of the people not around me.I like my facebook world much more than the real acquaintances.Atleast the former ones,either 'like' what's in my mind or dont comment but they dont speak when they know the least about me.When I having been choosing people in my life,am not controlling my food and drinking habits and my clothes are shrinking.So God dam I have to start living a healthy life and punish myself badly too get back into those clothes.But my love for good clothes will never end coz I love to see the brights in my wardrobes.Still I would love to exercise caution before splurging in 2012 and save for better things.
If there are highs there has to be lows.Thats the deal.I have been scared this year,scared to stay alone,scared of friends turning into enemies,scared of loosing things,scared of covert foes.But all this has helped me and all I want is to be a better person,better everyway and now am feeling high coz am typing so fast like ten words in a second.But in those darkest hours loveliest people has been with me and so I know its not a bad world completely.If somebody's story is over in my life,no need to put up with the pointless drama coz there's much more ahead.But when I was scared,I wished I had reacted more strongly like the fierce tigress rather being the crybaby..coz I hate tears.
Am not a good judge of people nor a good decision maker but I dont regret coz I know at some point of time I exactly wanted the things I have decided for.The only wise decision I have made is I have not bought an expensive phone rather only shelled out for a curve because am a gadget freak and every six month there is a cool techno-bubble in the market.
When it comes to aspirations,it's not about ideas,it's about making ideas happen.Well I want to start my life from scratch as a photographer,blogger,traveller.Well at times am clueless where to start and how to go and which way to take.But I have heard Anushka Sharma's interview,where she got an offer from the Yash Raj movies while she was reading the book The Secret by Rhonda Byrne.I started reading it and I know it will help clear the fog and I believe miracles will happen when I believe in it.
I have come to appreciate people's shortcomings.I have learnt overlooking them and loving the person more.Still a long way to go but I have surely started my race.I express my gratitude by praying.Thats the best form of solace.The year 2011,has given me enough happiness to keep me sweet,enough trials to keep me strong,enough success to keep me eager,enough faith to keep me courageous,and enough determination to make 2012 a good year.You never know how strong you are unless being strong is the only choice you have.
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