I wish the lessons we learn didn't have 2 b so painful

This trailer has become my anthem and I like watch it everyday.It makes me feel good,I get a smile on my face and it makes me remember my sweetest memories and fondest dreams.I like Kareena Kapoor.She has a killer attitude.Well I am not doing anything new these days apart from pondering over misgivings and hoping that they will just fade away.
Our life is full of brokenness-broken relationships,broken promises,broken expectations.How can we live with that brokenness without becoming bitter and resentful except by returning again and again to God's faithful presence in our lives?
Our good deeds are forgotten in a second but our one mistake is remembered lifetime.If one is falling in love its only fair that they know what they are falling in love with.They are falling in love with my insecurities,my immaturity,my constant over-reactive tear ducts,my internet obsession.But you are also falling in love with the ways my eyes will smile when I'm with you,the occasionally humorous or thought provoking things that I say and the way I blush when people ask me about you.I am not perfect,I am human and I do mistakes but I can do anything to keep the one I love happy.In love,we take everything granted,until it's too late.
Nowadays,I dont enjoy anything much as I used to,I feel I have also a common life.There are times when my faith is unnerving,while other times I break down.Fighting with the demons,I am striving for a today,where every fear will fade away and I will wake upto a miracle.